Thursday, April 30, 2009 at 1:35 PM
allergies are killing me -dies
at 1:46 AM
so today woke up at 8ish as usual to drive my brother to school. Was bored all morning so I just spammed hearts on audition while watching tv. Fell asleep not long after though since TV was so boringg. We only have up to ch 28 since nobody watches tv my mom just canceled everything except basic channels. Went to file taxes in the afternoon. Yes I know I am bad. Tomorrow is the deadline :D. So I got them to do my tax returns for last year which I skipped. So it turns out, the government will be sending me a cheque of nearly 300 dollars. Should of done so last year lol! Summer school starts next week but its only tuesday's and thursday's. I should get a summer part time job but i have nooooo clue what kind of job to look for. Please not another cash register job. Bestbuy was already bad enough =_=. It was fun in the beginning but its too repeatitive and LONG hours of standing and doing nothing. Argh, lazy to find a job but I want to make some side money to go on a trip sometime in august >_<. Plus parents will nag the shit out of me when they get here and I am at home all day. Need a reason to be out of the house and away from the nagging.
-Sigh hani will be busy all week -sad-. But I mustn't be selfish and ask for too much. Just read her blog and it seem like she had the worse day ever. Winnipeg weather sounds extremely cold. Its so hot in Vancouver already I cant imagine how much hotter its going to get.
Argh speaking of hackers. Reminds of that #*($# on sea. SOOO BS. Acts so friendly in front my main account. Totally different attitude when I am on my noob account. This is why I hate fake people. Try to get close to you b/c of who you are [gey shit motive]. Yet when you're on an unknown identity they treat you like shit. I guess I am just really paranoid especially to people who are overly friendly with me. Just doesnt feel right.
at 1:15 AM
Things to do....
1. get taxes done2. pay for summer school tuition due: may 6th3. pick-up pc/brother's headset at NCIX4. go out with lor + diana (friday morning)5. write letters for hani ~
6. open all the mail i neglected for the past month
7. figure out how to change my name irl (add english name)
8. phone vsb on Monday May 4th apply for brother's summer school math 129. buy econ textbook for econ 35510. sell textbooks on craiglist or bookstore
11. look for a part time job
12. go grocery shopping13. buy new wallet
14. shop online for new cellphone15. remind myself to make 2 more appointments for car service before november
16. car wash
17. kumon speech contest saturday - need blue shirt18. ........i think thats it LOL
Sunday, April 26, 2009 at 8:23 PM
So...my awesome sister decided to fix up my blog for me. Now I just have to go fix up the profile page. I added a music player. Except she decided it was too ugly and kept deleting it. Well you can see the threat on my cbox already....
" Suzy: don't you dare put that piece of **** ipod back on :@ "
and... "Suzy: OMG CBOX CENSORED ME"
-sad no music for awhile on my page until I can find a music player that can satifsy her TASTE. Well she did fix the layout and it looks alot nicer than before now :D. So, TECHNICALLY I shouldn't be complaining.
Today we went downtown to look for a wallet she wanted to buy. I called up Pat and asked if he could get our car parked for us since the store was right by where he was working. We went into the store but unfortunately they did not have the color she wanted so we walked to Pacific Centre mall where they had another outlet to see if they had any. Well they didn't. I wanted to buy a new wallet too but the wallets at Holt Renfrew seem extremely pricey...since they were all brand names = =". Didn't look around much and just headed back to the first store and asked them to order the wallet for us. Salesperson said ordering the wallet may take a few weeks up to a month before they recieve it. What a ridiculous waiting time.
Still need to find a wallet. Mine is worn out and broken =(. But Suzy said I have bad taste so somebody go shopping with me please. I don't even know what kind of stores sell wallets. /fail
On the way home from downtown we decided to go eat at Whitespot. Suzy wanted to order a cocktail, so she made me ask the waitress which one she would recommand that is less strong. THe waitress recommanded " Bellini A slushy blend of Appleton Estate VX Rum, Peach Schnapps & Sangria." We ordered it but I still thought the alcohol was extremely strong. Didn't taste all that great to me. Guess I am just not too much into drinking at all.
Hani came home 4 hours ago and went to make food since she didn't eat since last night. Seem pretty tired from work. Must have fell asleep so I don't want to text her. Might wake her up >_<. haiz. I miss you.
ps. hotshot gave me an empty vent. for ppl who want to come on ...
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Wednesday, April 22, 2009 at 3:39 AM
자기야 ~~~ 보고싶어.♥
Monday, April 20, 2009 at 10:46 AM
Been through more than enough lately. Don't even know where to begin. But all I want to say is I am sorry and I love you....
Words are like knives.
Don't tell me to not care. Don't tell me its the end.
On the other hand I think I've said too much about myself lately. Makes me feel selfish that I need to bother ppl with my problems.
Been extremely emotional all day ytd. Yet still laughed like a maniac...my sister kept complaining how I look like an idiot laughing to myself. HAIZ.
I've cried everytime when we talked about something serious. I don't ask for your tolerance. I just want you to know the truth. I don't want to ask for anything more. I've bothered you more than enough. If it helps to just forget about me then so be it. I don't want it to influence your life. I already selfishly took away your sleep last night.
But its something I've decided I want. And for me its rare. I usually don't give into my desires. I always put others I care about before me rather than my myself. And you're right..."I need to determine what your necessities and desires are."
**deleted an entry but I don't want to put it back up. I feel stupid for writing it too....
at 8:47 AM
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
lol...how much of this is true?
Saturday, April 18, 2009 at 7:59 AM
Feels like insomnia...
haiz...cannot sleep
doushite darou?
Haven't been sleeping much lately. Woke up really late today too. [oops, I meant ytd] Was almost late for work ;x. Got work in 5 hours too.
Stared at flashing cursor for 15 mins already. Will try to go sleep now.
Monday, April 6, 2009 at 7:02 PM
omg I forgot to blog about work on Saturday. Work is always fun and stressful. I like work better than school tbh. The kids I teach are so cute and smart. Makes me feel dumb since I was never as smart as them when I was their age. Like I am teaching this grade 2 who started 8 months ago from adding and now she's doing long division and fractions *_*. I didn't even learn how to do that until like 5th grade D: -fails-. Shes so smart too. I barely need to teach her and she can just learn the math herself with the examples given.
On the other hand, I was so frustrated that day as well with another student. I think he has attention deficit or something. He's always slapping himself to pay attention. I try to help him and tell him that 'oh this question is wrong' and then he just starts guessing random numbers hoping I'll tell him which one is right. Some kids are so hard to deal with -stress-.
And then theres like cute 1st grader who's learning how to do vertical addition but takes like nearly 40 mins just to do 5 pages of work [suppose to take no more than 20 mins]. His mom starts yelling at him. I felt bad since I can't always keep an eye on him with other students. During the 4 hour span I spend at Kumon I cover around 15 students from learning how to write/count numbers to fractions. I help other students too if they ask. As well as mark homework, record their homework, and input homework record into laptop. Seems like alot of work but students are first priority so I just try to do as much as I can.
But watching these kids do Kumon makes me remember the days I did Kumon too. I was so bad and always getting into trouble. I remember doing addition around 6 y/o. That time I think it was questions like 7+6, 9+5, etc questions. And since there was many similiar questions on differents sides of the page I would do the 1st page and for the next few pages copy the answers from the 1st page. (got lazy to do same questions b/c had to use fingers to add) Then my uncle saw me doing that so he took away the pages i finished. I got mad and started crying. lol so stupid right? don't know why I still remember that.
After Kumon I drove my sister to pick up this birthday cake we ordered at
Sweet Obesssion. Cake there is so expensive, 8" cost 44 dollars. I drove her to Richmond to this restaurant called Well Tea where the party was held. Hate driving during rush hour. So much traffic. It took nearly 40 mins for me to drive back home. Suzy called me at around 9 pm to pick her up at her friend's hour. I got there in 2 mins and she started asking how did I get from 26th to 63rd ave in 2 mins. -laughs- driving at night is fun no cars at all :D can chiong.
listen to this...
at 3:05 AM
UPDATE: april 9th
Restaurant City
Ingredients
apple 3 [1]
bacon 5
banana 8
basil 8
bayleaf 3 [8]
beans 0 [5]
beef 11
bread 2
butter 11
carrot 8 [8]
cheese 2 [6]
chicken 10 [5]
chili 2
chocolate 8 [10]
corn 4 [10]
cream 0 [21]
dragonfruit 4 [3]
egg 6 [20]
flour 0 [15]
garlic 2
icecream 7 [10]
kiwi 4 [10]
lamb 9
leek 4
lemon 0 [9]
lime 2
lobster 9
mango 0 [3]
milk 7 [8]
mushroom 0 [8]
noodles 9 [10]
onion 0 [11]
pasta 10
peas 0
pepperoni 6
pomegranate 12 [10]
potato 1 [8]
pork 3 [11]
pumpkin 6
rice 0
saffron 11
salad 2 [6]
sausage 7
strawberries 4 [3]
sugar 9 [7]
sweetcorn 4 [6]
tofu 0
tomato 0
tuna 0 [8]
**light blue = need
***dark blue = have extra of what i need
****brackets is the amount i need
Saturday, April 4, 2009 at 5:53 AM
finally finish coding blog LOL -noob- i havent done any coding for the longest time =_= ever since high school...formating takes soooo long -annoyed- and its 6 am already
Xian finally a blog for you to read...especially since you always so busy we never really have time to chat, but I read your blog!
But then again I never really liked keeping a blog. -feels exposed- why do you guys even want to know about my boring life haha...
So today I woke up so late again since my morning class was canceled so I only had to go the afternoon class. I drive extremely fast to school...[really should leave the house earlier]. Acutally, I am so lucky since I've never gotten a single ticket after 3 years of driving. Especially since I drive twice the speed limit alot of the times. My friend got a ticket for driving at 65 km/h at a 50 km/h speed limit....yet I always drive 70-80km/h in the city [50km/h speed limit]. On the way to school its 80 km/h speed limit but then I drive 140-160km/h. Don't know why I like to drive so fast. It relieves stress though.
Recently been playing Resturant City since Rainy recommanded. I keep falling asleep and killing my workers. The funny thing is that I've already played this game for a couple days already and I didnt realise that you needed to click the item you wanted to serve or else it'll stay as the default item [pizza]. After 3 days, I was wondering why all my customers prefer pizza instead of the spaghetti carbonara I leveled. Then i realized I could only pick one main dish and needed to click it to serve that specific dish. That took 3 days to realize. I am so wols just like everyone says = =.
k off to bed.